Am I ready?

A couple months ago I had in my mind that I might be ready for a guy to enter my life. Now, I'm not sure. It would be nice to have a friendship with someone, but to have a serious relationship, I'm not quite sure on that. I say this comment because of this reason: Some of you may have heard of "vision boards". I started one, and I don't have a need to post a man along with the few things I do have on there.

My future

A glimpse into my future:


(Not necessarily considering the weather.)

Three pigs

Please help me to understand

Dating age

I just read this this morning:

Attention, Hugh Hefner: According to many matchmakers, the absolute youngest person you should date ought to be half your age, plus 7 years.

Interesting.

Some, but not much

Wow! I didn't realize it's been so long since I've written. Anyway, I've been chatting with a guy from Ghana (that's in West Africa) since the 17th of Oct. He says he loves me, but I just don't see how when it's all been online.
I had my hair up in a type of bun today and just now (10 pm) took it down. As I saw how I looked with my hair bordering my face I thought, hmmm, I look pretty good. Then I thought that perhaps Kyle wished he were still here to tell me so, but I already know. As the days go by it gets easier, but I so much want to see him again.

Meeting

Well, I was supposed to meet someone tonight at Market Night here in Redlands, but I never saw him. I was there for almost an hour and a half at the place we were supposed to meet. Maybe he saw me and got scared and left? Oh well, I'm not sweatin' over it.

Matchmaking

Shortly after Kyle passed, I have had an interest in these matchmaking sites. I don't know why. I've signed up for several (ummm...17). I have only paid for one, Chemistry.com. That is $50 for 1 month. Why did I pay? Can't answer that satisfyingly. I will say that there was a guy interested in wanting to know more and I could only look at his profile by paying. What I don't like about these sites is that I have to pay to be able to either look at the persons profile, or their picture, or being able to write to them. But of course, that is how they make the money. So my question is this, why am I joining these sites when I'm not able to go any further without paying? Why do I have this inner curiousness to join them? I shouldn't even have a desire yet is my thinking. And why are 85-95% of the people interested of the brown skin color? (Not that that's bad, but, come on! Give me more variety.)

Rent deposit

So, I haven't gotten my rent deposit back from the apts in Moreno Valley. I called the manager(?, the lady Kyle and I worked with while there) I think around the beginning of this month asking about the money. The reason she told me for not giving it back was 1)the owner couldn't find a written notice of me moving, but two is what gets me, 2)there are people who say they are going to move and then don't. Well, I moved. I told her in May, and in June I was leaving, and gave her the keys in person. I mentioned this to Amy and she said to write a letter stating that I gave notice, and that I gave the keys back in person, and that if I didn't get the deposit back by Oct 1, that I was going to seek legal advice. Well, I did write the letter, and mailed it. Tomorrow is Oct 1 and I haven't heard anything. Am I right to seek legal advice? Should I go through with it? (The deposit is $1000) I sure could use the money, and the bishop this past Sunday mentioned that we need to believe in miracles more. If I do get it tomorrow, it will be a miracle. These are my thoughts. Did you get lost, or were you able to hang on?

Celtic Thunder

Mom and I went to B & N to find Dracula to read for our book club that some of the women from church has formed. While waiting to check out, I saw this cd and decided to buy it because I like Irish music. It is from a band called Celtic Thunder and the cd is Act Two. I HIGHLY recommend it! The last song is very touching, and one that you need to pay attention to to get the story. Check them out. You will NOT regret it.

Bored

I've got no friends to hang out with. No husband anymore. =( I'm caught up on my email, and blog reading. It's only a quarter to 8 on a Friday night. What do I do?

Widow

My marriage status: Widow

(This is from Fedotov.)

Let's not forget

Fallen Heroes:

Shaving

Do we need to worry about shaving when we're resurrected? Just a curiosity.

Mission state

I served my mission in: North Carolina (Charlotte)

Spirits

Can spirits touch each other?

What to say?

Do you ever have those moments when someone you're talking with says something witty and all you can do is smile because you can't think of a comeback? That just irritates me, but then I think on it til several minutes after it happened. Wouldn't it be nice if you had a comedic script in front of you so you would know what to say? If only, eh?

Last Name

My last name: Hessey

Church

I go to church to listen to the lessons and talks that have been prepared so I can learn something new to better myself. How can I do that when others make noise throughout so that it's hard to concentrate? Why are members nowadays come to church more as a social gathering than as a way to partake of the sacrament and listen for themselves so they can become a better person? What happened to reverence? Why do you go to church?

First Name

My First name: Rebecca